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Tuesday, August 12, 2003



hello
today, i tot i had lots of things to blogabout... suddenly nt in e mood to write
i only noe today started off badly.. sux ... u noe those bad days.. for one thing, i dread tutorials.. cz e class bcumz damn quiet n stuff. n i cant stand silence ah.. haha. its like damn boring and ucan like snore off any moment... haha..... i look forward to going online evrynite.. i dunno. i tink it gives me a sense of serenity coz i its a channel where i can talk to other ppl.. i mean. can really talk ah. coz even when u see them in sch, its like evrbody rushin abt. cant talk properly. cant joke. cant crap.. yea. was crapping wif masita.. i got soooo tensed up coz i dint noe it was her.. n i was like talkin to a stranger. kept on asking her whu in e world is she.. n she juz keeps on.... asking me to ChIill... haha... yEa........................... tonite im writin total crap
i am damn exhausted i got no idea wad to write abt...
i hav lots to complain abt some teachers.. haiz. why bcum tcher wif their kind of attitude.. its damn shitty.. damn irritating... when teacher good + students lousy = students bcum good like their teachers.
when teacher lousy + students good = students can make it somehow la
when teacher lousy + students lousy =(like me and my class).... GONE CASE LAH...
haha.. need i elaborate more.. my class is ver pop at whining abt tis tcher..

and project work spoilt my day. forgot abt my readings.. forgot tat today muz hand up the file for INTERNAL CHECKING.... its a stupid component to enter the Uni. i rather study harder for As... PW doesnt make any sense to me. it is damn ironical lah.. can b considered as a paradox too..
we are encouraged to do extensive out of the box thinking making full use of our (limited)creative juices.. but there are so many limitations, restrictions, boundaries................... and supposed guildelines to adhere too tat makes e whole thing pointless..
we are supposed to implement this or tat.. recommend this thing or tat thing.. but it will nvr bcum a reality la.
look at Polytechnics and Laselle or Nafa.. their project seems to be of more practicality and objectivabily(if there is such a word) than ours. ours is writing reports tat we cant figure out wad we r writing abt.. n perhaps the only thing we wld b able to remember abt PW.. is the numerous and countless times we have to rush to meet our deadlines. perhaps all Jc students shld becum Journalist.. work in e media or soemthing... yeah.. we r supposed to get ready n submit our articles to our Editors(Supervising tutors.. dependin on ur luck.. they may b good or bad.. or really bad) and they wld proof read it and return it back to u to make lots of ammendments.. yea. so in a way, we r trained to bcum journalist.
at least journalists talk abt real news tats happening. for us. we talk abt past things tat had happened. even e A level history syllabus is mroe itneresting la..
enuff of bombarding PW.. juz gotta live wif it. tis is not a free country. i can be sent to jail w caning for this rubbish im writing. dear police officers, teachers and other law abiding civil servants, i am sorry if you feel hurt reading this blog. at least im tryin to be frank. this is wad i feel. my individual subjective biased point of view..
Ppl juz wont understand certain circumstances until they experience it 1st hand. juz like the mps takign bus route 136.. yea. SBS muz hav been informed. n everything was organised. (oh btw, i love organising) yea.. they scrubbed the floor till it was shiny, sprayed fresh smelling air fresheners everywhere, yea.. purposely arranged more buses.. yeapz........ dunno.... e traffic to tpjc is nt so bad nowadays. perhaps coz i make e attemp to leave my house earlier. ard 6.57 so as to catch the 659 bus.. n den i will board the 81 at tamp int at abt 7.07.. n will reach tpjc at abt 7.17..
HAIZ... look how orderly my life is... i hate routine work. i love new experiences..
i shld b studying. but hu cares... blogging seems to interest me more coz its playing wif language.. and language is nice to play wif. therefore, i love blogging..
i juz hav an interest in writing.. i dunno.. i can spin up something abt anything very very quickly.. haha. im bragging. no im not.. ok. finised. good nite

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