Sunday, August 10, 2003
hello. been a week since i last entered an entry. ok sounds weird lah.. buts its correct wad.. staring at my math tutorial. this weekend has sort of been a relaxing one.. though i m actually quite stressed up right now. got lots of fac tests coming up.. its like.. u wan to do ur work but u juz got no idea how to start, where to start...... lookin at it juz gives me a big headache. yeah. i have been experiencing headaches on thursday and saturday. had to take panadol.. its damn irritating. fu*king irritating when i could have gone to do something else.. yeah.. on thursday, i had to cancel math peer tutoring coz of e stupid headache.. den went to band room to get a paracetamol pill. den i tot of going home to sleep. but on the bus rite, i met caroline. den she said she was meetin sevverl and ai en.. yeapz. they r my frens frm st hildas. caroline and ai en are in tpjc whereas sevverl is leaving for UK soon. goin some cambridge tutor sch or somethint like tat. lucky dude. yea. we slackaround at starbucks at raffles city. yea. but before tat rite, we went to look for cline's cousin and bro birthday present. i noe she bought a ball ah. tink e service at adidas citylink(the place she bought e ball frm) is like lousy lah. see lil kids in uniform think we cannot afford ah. haha.. ridza angry sia.. yea.. as we wer abt to sit down in starbucks rite on the comfy couches.. an elderly woman suddenly BARGED in n sat down on one of our couches! haha.. it was funny la coz its like tis woman suddenly sat on e chair we wanted to sit on. so wad to do, we juz had to make do wif her presence. shld have thanked her for gracing our get-together ah.. bet if we wer adults she wldnt even dare step her foot 5meteres away frm us... haha... before tat we went to liberty supermarket or wadever it is called la.. cline wanted to buy a gatorade bottle.. goin all e way to the hub of singapore to buy a sports drink. HAHA.. she power lah. she n aien bcum soccer freaks.. everytime soccer soccer soccer soccer soccer.. had a gr8 time remeniscing all e old times together. u see, we known each other since pri sch la. ai en was in my class in pri 1 and pri 2.. sevverl in pri 5-6 n sec 1 and 2.. cline in sec 1 n 2.. yea. went home after tat...
friday was national day celeb.. quite ok la. thou i missed e fun stuff in e audi.. they said it was damn fun la.. i was in the canteen doin e collage thing. kinda cool coz u gotta write some message u wan. den u dip the paper under some kind of dye and stick it to the wall outside the new block or the old block female toilets near the canteen... haha. my hand turned pink and purple n blue as a result of my lack of experience in handlng the dyes.. kinda kwel.. muz rem to go n check e walls tmr. den i had sect lunch at s garden, not bad lah thou its not as good as the seoul garden meal i had wif peiyan frm rj, melv frm ac and shuqi frm sp... it was damn power lah.. in april. we sat down frm 11-5 to eat eat eat.. den went to play pool after tat. ye. long time since we last had an nco get-t0gether. wonder hows everyone doin..
sat. yeah. slept e whole day.. woke up at 11
read the papers. went back to sleep. woke up at 4. coz of e freaking headache la.. sux to the headache. balls to the headache.
den watch ndp on tv. yea boring life.. den i stayed online whole nite. talk to lots of ppl. been feelin depressed sometimes la. i dunno why. juz not happy wif things.. like why m i in tpj. wad m i doin in tpj. wad do i wan to do in future. y dont i understand naything tat is being taught in sch. why r my teachers.. weird.. well some of them.. y cant i b filthy rich. yea. e normal why questions.. why cant i refrain frm having such thoughts. why why why.. n why dont i have a girlfren yet. why?..
AND WHY CANT I SHUDUP AND STOP BEING SO INQUISITIVE.. SUCK IT..
tink im writin a ver long entry today. who cares. i dun give a damn. im in a foul mood coz once again, where hav all my money gone. hah. e band is goin japan @ e end of e yr n i have 0dollars. i mean 0 cents in my edusave accounts. this is thanks to the efforts of st hildas sec sch in enriching us wif well planned modules, programmes, camps, and trips. hah. i sound sarcastic dont i. but hu cares la.. i dun even hav enuff savings to pay for the airline tickeet. haha.. all thanks to e numerous shopping trips which i did not buy anything coz of e fact tat i spend much more money on food den on other stuff
oh yah. still got tat book voucher. supposed to go mph n get harry potter. im lagging. i noe. im lagging behind in my readings. prefer to read newspapers n stuff.. media is biased. i hope to get A1 for Gp so tat i can b a journalist n give my point of view... its an unfair world coz the media is unfair.. i hope i get A1 for GP so tat i can b a lawyer one day n sue them or something. ok its total rubbish... but i really hope i can get A for gp la.. wth.. im in arts coz i noe i hav no future in science coz i wanna b no engineer nor doctor.. i wanna be me.. perhaps a teacher? it wld b fun. coz i get to scold n express my unhappiness to them. haha.. like real. i wld probably end up being counselled like tat rj gp tutor lah..
hope tmr, the day after tmr, and subsequent days wld b good. i dunno. times seem to fly so quickly that the further we go, the more i miss sec 4 life and e slackaround days of 1st 3 months............................................................................................................................................... all the memories n stuff.. e bbqs.. e outings. e lunches and dinners.. bahz...
n sec 4b of shss2002. dint really cherish the moments we had together. try being in 03A06..... haha.. really miss 4beyyy and mrs june yeo's nagging, her signature red plastic bags filled with spelling and dictation books which she will ask stephanEYYYY to giv out every friday after PE and physics, her water bottle.. e plastic ones.. changes everyday... her indispensable microphone.. yupp.. she blasts into it all e time.. i sit rite in front of the tchers table u noe.. ms yew's amazing act of using visualiser, ohp, labtop, projector and all other equipments at the same time as well as fillin up e whole whitteee board, mdm zulaiha being late for lesson, mr philip lee weeeeeeeeee being caught in a rain every lesson and his gay(both meanings depending on how u interpret it) ways... mr lee kim sengs blinking of his eyes when he scolds us.. nvr fail to scold us.. so scary. n eevrybody wld keep quiet,pick up the litter or march orderly to the physics lab every physics lesson.. mrs leong everytime had to rush to finish the syllabus for social studies.. n hw cld i forget malay. cikgu zaiton. everymalay lesson, the 9 of us wld debate together. hahahaha. it was kwel. quite a few times, the whole class had to sit outside e class coz we dint do our work.. yah. n she treated us to s garden too. yummyyy.. yalah. e whole st hildas environment la.. miss it.. :)
ok lah. tink its long enuff.. write again.
hope i hav a good week ahead
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