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Tuesday, September 02, 2003



i need help
i seriously need help
i seriously need help to study
i seriously need help to study to pass my promos
i seriously need help to study to pass my promos to go on to year 2
i seriously need help to study to pass my promos to go on to year 2 so that i can take my As ASAP
i seriously need help to study to pass my promos to go on to year 2 so that i can take my As ASAP, go to army, go uni, hav stable career, get married, buy a large house, buy a merc or mayb 2, buy a condo for investment, go hols every holiday.................. suck it.. balls to such dreams. only come true in stupid senseless pathetic worthless fairy tales where i can live happily ever after, after my promos.
wads e big deal abt promos eh?
very big lah.
my class is like so competitive, i cant stop to take a walk... i need to run and sprint, or at least jog. tink im like among the bottom few. haiz. its juz so difficult. they seem to grasp concept 100times easier then me coz i like to dream when ppl talk to me. i cant stand when ppl talk for so long n i gotta listen n shudup. i will nvr learn tis way, coz my mind will wander off. like. erm.. wad time shld i sleep tonite n stuff.. yeap.. n they r 10000000000000000000000000 times more hardworking then me. im jus nt focused sometimes. easily distracted by externalities. esp true at home where i have my favourite fridge, my blog to write on, msn (coz irc.. hmm. nt been able to connect tis few dayS).. yah... n tv n bed.. of coz i luv e bed
so balls to promos
although i really gotta study. i noe.
everybody sae they gotta study
some start. n get into it
some, like me, dunno where to start coz theres too much to do. n like.. haiz.. i dunno alot of things lah..

guess wad
band fest is on 2nd day of hari raya
ARGH!!!
its my last hari raya of my youth
coz 2004 hari raya is smacked in the middle of As
2005 hari raya, i will be in army..
2006 hari raya, i will be in army
2007 hari raya, i hope im gettin ready to go to uni...
n I AM OLD LIAO..
no more money to collect.. :(
i havent collected enuff
HAHA. cock lah.
tis is nt e purpose of hari raya.
time to bond wif family i guess.
some of my relatives.. erm.. dun even meet them for at least once a year..

dunno.. most probably i will go band fest. isnt there lyk alternatives.
i dunwan to msis band fest

hmm.. e air freshener my mom bought smells like mango ice blended wif pearl.. haha.. or those candy u buy at mini toons..

tmr i gotta study
now i gotta sleep
study sleep shit study sleep shit sill sade sidza s smart soy
... get it
dun get it? GET LOST.........

|| nobone ran out @ 9/02/2003 11:01:00 pm ||






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