Monday, September 06, 2004
alright
of late, i prefer to be alone so as to indulge in deep thinking. ive long realised that im someone who likes to analyse matters and think of consequences, esp that of the long term ones.
sometimes, blogging makes no sense. but i just continue blogging due to the fact that its my only channel to express my outermost feelings albeit i have to hide or censor some of my thoughts so to derive marginal social benefit to others. its quite interesting. for the 1st time, i sat down and read market failure. interesting topic i must say, perhaps the most not-dry topic of micro econs. it seems that im gonna concentrate on micro econs coz mr lpy said that macro gonna be super tough. well, its jsut that im desperate and pressed for time. right now im stuck on elasticity and getting so sleepy already.
haiz. today wasnt a very good day cause i really dunno why stuff is like it is now. haha. whatever. :p
was at mac at ymca. gonna b tehre tmr at 0800 so as to ensuer that we get the best seats coz we gonna have consultationt mr.
yest had my cousins wedding. must say quite fulfilling cause im given 30 dollars as an incentive for helping out. yeah. i was like a banquet waiter for a day. had to refill the buffet spread, and wipe the droppings that drip off from the ladle and many other im promptu tasks. the thing with the malay style of gotong royong contradicts with my sty;e of work. although i agree that yes, everyone should contriute so as to lighten the load, the traditional malay mentality of work is "do the work if theres work". theres no proper division of labour. but surprisingly, that principle works in my family. ie. everybody just do everything together, although there are members ic of certain department, they help out everyone. so its one collective unit.
my dad's family kinda "semangat". meaning that hmm. very enthusiastic, which i have to agree. cause all the aunts, unlces and my cousins had similar sets of apparel. kinda cool. haha.
this time, my 4th uncle was in charge of the cooking. kinda cool i guess, utilising a makeshift kitchen located at a temporary tentage. hard work i guess, obvious from the size of the cooking utensils.
oh well..so sleepy now.
shld i continue with elasticity?
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