Monday, September 27, 2004
as usual, it seems that ridza's worst papers are always given back 1st. although he didnt had a major screw up, theres nothing much to rejoice about at this point in time. ridza is thankful that he did not pin all his hopes because due to past experiences, mr kt do no like ridza's style and ridza is not accustomed to mr kt's style. mr kt's style includes lots of direct and sometimes OBVIOUS explanations backed up by numerous examples. examples makes him happy, especially if it is from his lecture notes. the mistake was the question on braided river, which results in little credit obtained due to the fact that mr kt thinks that ridza screwed up climate and geology. but geology is all about primary and secondary permeability and rock/soil structure etc what. isnt it? oh well. at least mr kt didnt fail ridza.
ridza's forte has all along been human geog, so ridza has to wait and see what happen. mr sahlan will return the batch the human geog test papers by the end of the week.
however, ridza feels thankful that he did not get an F for his math. on the other hand, the numerous amount of careless mistakes largely accounted for the fact that he could have gotten a better grade. but he is not devastated nor dissapointed. its no easy feat to ehem, push up 21.5 marks from common test to prelims. muahaha.
should ridza feel panicky? ridza feels worried cause theres no more practice anymore. its either do or do and die.
theres still 38 more days. should have faith. maybe ridza should eradicate all forms of distractions that perhaps played a major role in his preliminary examinations?
school today seemed to be long and draggy. its been a long time since we last had lesson. ridza was quite moody some part of today because thats how he always feels when he thinks too much. haiz. inability to control anger is indeed something that everyone has to try to overcome albeit with much difficulty.
with econs, gp, human geog left, ridza hopes that theres at least something he can be proud of(for his own personal pleasure and not to show off) otherwise i guess he would feel really discouraged... hahah. crazy
|| nobone ran out @ 9/27/2004 06:29:00 pm ||