Sunday, October 10, 2004
i am highly explosive with limited shear strength(internal). when shear stress(external) exceeds shear strength, i will display a low level of tolerance to any form of external influences. i do not conform to any regulations i despise or resent. nor do i hesitate to forgo instructions which brings no advantage in whatever form. i do not like people. i hate people. i hate people for looking down on other people. i hate people for hating other people. i hate people for the inability to express care and concern for people around them. i hate people for wrongly potraying stuff that never happened. i hate people for their excellent skills in fabricating. i hate people for the remarkable ability in sensationalising. i hate people who hates other people. i hate people.
-the end- my poem
school is coming to an end. i will miss tpjc. i will miss 03a06. its a neutral class. it may not be anybody's dream class - with super fun and super outgoing people who just go wild n crazy over the simplest things. a06 is just a simple, humble and low-profile class which makes it a very comfortable class to be in. absence of politics (nearly wrote poverty) and any form of misunderstanding. people are just normal, nobody attracting attention. hardworking and smart, something too quiet and i cant stand silence, a06 needs to learn to speak more often. more class participation is indeed. pls engage during class discussions
band. i miss band. was sitting with weilun christopher and edwin yest evening in the lib. lolz. haha. i miss band people. i miss my batch. if only stuff didnt happen the way it did. went through a whole lot (thats wad everybody will say) but yeap. its fun..
people might care abt the cca record, but i care more for the people. i miss my section. the warmth each member expressed for each other.
i miss the ex-co. the frequent arguments we wld find ourselves in. the helpless position we find ourselves in. the in-between-mrs-neo-and-dr-lee feeeling.
i will nr have the chance to experience this kinda feeling.
no more excitement and looking forward to concerts. all the preparation and stuff. and the anxiety feeling onstage everytime before the performance.
its all gone ridza
its time to move on...
time to store it in one compartment
will retrieve it one day in future
stuff gotta go
to make way for new stuff
if i dont put it away
i cant get on with life
life is fast
you only live once
experience all you can experience
for experience is the greatest teacher
a teacher
1st impression
lady, glasses, long skirt, flowery blouse, black handbag, file on left hand, chalk on the other hand, long ruler, flat black shoes, no socks, big hair, big curly hair, big curly afro hair, lots of pimples, very stress
thats so pri sch
i guess the eccentricity is getting into me
i cant even spell ecentric properly
im a loser
who got C5 for gp.
1 mark away from b4
i muz get A1 for gp
are you sure?
A1 means getting 100 marks for gp
if the examiner assess my blog,
do i stand a chance
can i just blog
instead of taking my alevels?
can i?
|| nobone ran out @ 10/10/2004 01:38:00 am ||