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Monday, January 31, 2005



hope i can wake up tmr morning to run
and then go to the market get stuff for jelly cake
and then mug for my basic theory(woahah dont wanna fail. no time already)
and then contact the gym abt the thingy
then if can, go to the gym for the course in the afternoon
otherwise, go town for awhile. shop for some stuff at topman.
hmm. quite fulfilling huh

my hp's screwed up. gotta send it to nokia care centre i guess
since e warranty is still valid.

ok. im sad
coz i miss band
i miss my friends
haha
mad
life's been quite cool actually
sorry for the earlier post
was kinda depressed
coz i cant blive that i cant get into combat vocations
see
happy?
oh well.

ran 8km just now
not exactly lah.
stopped at 4km mark. sat down
damn tired. and bored.
nobody to run with
then continued running
intermittent.
stopped and ran and stopped
lots of hildans
must be preparing for biathalon/x country
haha.
i wanna run 8km in 45 for now.
short term target
long term its 10km in 50minutes

i guess i will be really broke
oh well
:)
last day of january
1st month of 2005
fast.
very fast.
some ppl into their 2nd/3rd month of NS
NS sucks
oh well.
i cant wait to get into U
but then it depends on my results
oh well.
cant be bothered
things happen....
we gotta adapt to the prevailing conditions
haha. whatever
it is soo geographish
:)
im just mad

|| nobone ran out @ 1/31/2005 11:22:00 pm ||



mindef's just so screwed
nvm
im just so sad
guess it shld be ok
itss okayyyyyyyyyyy
disagree - crumbs
might as well excempt me from NS altogether right
its just weird
very weird
so used to excellence
that once the idea of being restricted and bounded is presented
i freak out
what can i do now
1)call up SGH medical report. request for medical report
2)call up NUH
3)look for a specialist (COZ ALL GOVT DOCTORS SUCK)
4)go MP
5)screw CMPB
if e above dotn work
i will
1)write to press
2)email PM
haha mad
oh why bother
oh why am i bothering
its 2 freaking years
thats why
sickening shiet huh
stupid sarcasm
by stewpig joseph cheong
plain discrimination
im sorry but seriously,
SINGAPORE should be renamed CHEENAPORE
im not being racist
coz its a FACT
and im half chinese anyway, in case u dunno..
i love CHEENAPORE

|| nobone ran out @ 1/31/2005 05:45:00 pm ||


Friday, January 28, 2005



looks like its another depressed entry.
i think i seriously need to go back to the airport.
i miss the place cause i used to spend lots of time there.
like miss the place more than any other places lah..
been downloading lots of songs. yeah.
the usual kenne embrace coldplay watashiet watashiet watashiet
and yeah, all reminds me of the songs they used to play during oct-nov period
esp on Perfect10/Class 95.

ok this is lame but yeah. watashiet
what i remember of
oh shudup
shut the _____ up
why am i talking abt this

i need mroe inspiration
i still got lots to fulfill before i turn 19
but yeah,
theres still time. really hope i can experience lots

oh well.
i dunno
i just noe im broke now
and will be broke
:)

im not lloooking forward to receiving my results at all
but i noe, i will just have to accept it
1stly, cant run away from it
2ndly yeah. whats done is done lah.
just gotta make do with what we have
otw, we will nvr be satisfied

so im left with (secrets)
shant be revealed. sorry

|| nobone ran out @ 1/28/2005 11:08:00 pm ||



i am feeling quite lethargic right now. woke up at about 7am cause i had to go to ubi for some shiet. so yeah. my dad drove me there. at cdc, there are many weird people who altogether can give over 50 different definitions of the word weird. haha

been bumping into lots of friends. like derek yesterday. shah(aisyah chij tp) at the centre. she took a test. sorry coz imt rying to save money so tyeah cant go for breakfast. lol and caleb on 22 just now with his gf as usual. e cdc instructors are lame.

work today. last 3 days of work. so sad huh. oh well. its been exactly 8 weeks already. i mean, no matter how long i stay on, i will eventually have to resign. Its better to quit before they terminate me anyway. Oh yeah, good experience and all. now i have a headache cause i dunno what to get my seniors. haha. the office ppl sucks. they always use the word SENIORS. haha. like "can i speak to the senior pls".

i am reading man and baby now, by tony parsons. stopped at a page where theres this discussion abt many definitions of fuck. watashiet. lol. tony parsons like to fuck around ( i am applying what he wrote in the book).

gtg now... bye

|| nobone ran out @ 1/28/2005 10:58:00 am ||


Tuesday, January 25, 2005



been reading lots of blogs.
its all along the same line.
describing what life is like now, everyone with their own distinct kind of tales.
talking about 2004 and tpjc in general.
haha.
nostalgic.
but its over huh.
look forward
try lots of new stuff.
you are young once.
no repeat
no rewind
no pause
time flies
very quickly
grab hold of it
and you will gain satisfaction
let it go
and its gone...

|| nobone ran out @ 1/25/2005 11:42:00 pm ||



ok gotta make this fast
i need to sleep

ok. its very fast. 25th jan.
gonna be my last month being 18
coz on 25th feb, im gonna be 19!
18 been gr8
been feeling much better this few weeks
esp after my resetting of goals sessions
just that i forecasted that i will prob be broke

day started rather early
6plus. ran to bedok res.
then waited for grace ong. than yeah. had quite lots of fun
she used to be my mugging pal back in pre a level days
:)
gonna meet her again tmr and the next few days. hope that i wont get bored of it
so in total, i covered 8km, with a timing that i refuse to disclose.

went home did ticketing designs again

left hse at abt 11 to meet andrew
he was LATE AGAIN
MF
oppps

than took bus to comfort driving centre
did registration and all
now u noe why im going to be broke right.

then met kenny at aljunied mrt
took bus down to the printing firm
got quotation and all

left for peranakan place
to meet gen for awhile

wanted to go SMU
but plain lazy
so settled for a movie
HOTEL RWANDA
based on a true story, hotel rwanda depicts the experiences of a hutu man in rwanda. he is the hotel manager, yeah, family members all tutsis. yeah. they sought refuge in his hotel or stg like that. it was damn good albeit a lil confusing coz all of them look the same
but the movie's damn bloody good
no visual effects and all, but the story's just soo touching.. and some scenes are just so gory. not like there are blood everywhere, but imagination... hundreds of thousands... so if u wanna find out what MR SAHLAN has been talking abt
watch the movie k

:)

hope tmr will be a better day..

|| nobone ran out @ 1/25/2005 01:32:00 am ||


Saturday, January 22, 2005



2 points

haha

dont feel like blogging anymore

yeah

rather bored now

|| nobone ran out @ 1/22/2005 11:17:00 am ||


Friday, January 21, 2005




im lovin' it Posted by Hello

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band tshirt 2004 Posted by Hello

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1st 3 months malay class friends. lol Posted by Hello

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what it was like...  Posted by Hello

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clockwise. me andrew bharat and rizal. buggers Posted by Hello

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my idea... Posted by Hello

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taken during class bbq in the middle of As. coz the organiser was goin on hols for the rest of her hols. lol Posted by Hello

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showoff.. Posted by Hello

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GOAL SETTING SESSION at coffee bean Posted by Hello

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my malay teacher's daughter. lol.  Posted by Hello

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caroline Posted by Hello

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haha Posted by Hello

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zhenyi and me.  Posted by Hello

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hakwei. pls cut yr hair Posted by Hello

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dino  Posted by Hello

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from left, hui ran, shu hui and me. just met up for lunch during my break. taka Posted by Hello

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me and yuwei. early december. met on the train. she was working at mambo Posted by Hello

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it reads ... SINGAPURA HILTON.. no idea why it is in jawi script. visited shuhui at hilton the other time. Posted by Hello

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this woman is mad. the one with the haversack and jeans. i call her the atm lady. because she will usually hog the atm machine at the POSBank branch. And she draws nothing out.. Posted by Hello

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haha. lame Posted by Hello

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the bus stop. usually super crowded. like some kind of mini bus terminal/interchange..  Posted by Hello

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the canteen..  Posted by Hello

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band banner. stupid wind... Posted by Hello

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what happened to the stadium? Posted by Hello

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haha. this is lame.. but yeah. took it from the overhead bridge Posted by Hello

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