Friday, March 04, 2005
everything will be known in about 3 hours. i just experienced a sudden gush of anxiety. never felt like this in such a long long time. but i say, the feeling now is much better than that of O level results. i remembered that i had to spend some stoning moments in the esplanade library before going to the mosque for friday prayers. met up with rizal and went to shss together. was totally scared and nervous back then. right now, i am worried that i might not be able to meet my expectation. after spending so much effort, time and money on mugging, the inability to bear the fruits of hard labour would be dissapointing and disheartening. oh well, the teachers are probably sorting out the results right now. and they are going around the school revealing some facts and figures to the year 2s(only if the results are satisfactory or good). i just hope that i would have at most one C and no Ds. and nothing worse than that. dunno dont care. shudup. i shldnt be hoping. haha. theres nothing else to do.
see how.. if i dont blog this afternoon, i just need time.... get it?
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