Sunday, May 22, 2005
undeniably, im dissapointed sometimes. although i keep telling myself that its just part of life, i wish i could have a different storyline. its sad. i didnt achieve what i aimed. its even more sad that theres no turning back now. it seemed that i made quite a whole lot of mistakes. i dont know.
its kind of sucky. just not fair. contributed so much. used up so much of time. gave up so much stuff. and not recognised at all...
anw. went fass yesterday. know what i gonna do already. either a double OR shared major in econs and communication and new media. double major would be crazy. but shared major might be too general coz dont go in depth. but if i were to do shared major, i would choose econs as my hnr. i dunno. lol. anw, given 1st semester as exposure semester. sad that i cant get SMU. but yeap, guess i cant do anything. just gotta try my best in NUS. its gonna be 2 years before uni life starts.
army life. well, section mates are fun with the exception of roney. we have our meals together. and yeah, basically very helpful. they are the same since 22nd april. talking abt the date, so its exactly 1 month. im 2/3 thorugh bmt. still got field camp and live grenade throwing. hmm. reluctant. but still gotta go through it. coz i gt a feeling we are gonna get a bad time for field camp.. and just worried that yeah, blinds for grenade. muz prac throwing. haha. safety ring twist safety ring pull safety pin out. haha. oh well.
got a packed schedule today. meeting andrew hew wing adeline and quanbao later. damn excited. haha.
|| nobone ran out @ 5/22/2005 09:39:00 am ||