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Sunday, October 02, 2005

And everyday i whine and complain about army life.
And everyday i whine and complain about having nothing to do.
And everyday i whine and complain about having not enough money.
And everyday i whine and complain about having not enough friends.
And everyday i whine and complain.....

I don't know. Frankly, I am not used to this kind of lifestyle. I feel insecure having to experience days where there is nothing to do. I am scared. I don't want year 2005 to be a wasted-year. I have not in actual fact achieve any goals this year, perhaps apart from making money and spending them.

Just came back from going out with Hak. I stayed at home whole of Friday and Saturday. Really feel that i have wasted those 2 days. But yeah, i have no choice because we didn't know whether we were going to be activated and there's like no one to go out with, seriously. Everybody's just super busy. Girls in Uni, Guys in Army. It's like most of us have drifted so far away from each other. Such a waste. :)

I miss band. The camaraderie. Something I cannot experience in NS. Admin work might seem simple. Yes, it would be simple eventually once i muster it and gain more experience. But it's so full of a-dirty-word that yeah it gets super stressful cause everyone's more interested in protecting themselves and not making each others problem, each others problem. Get it?

So in essence, i want more money. Pass my driving test. And more money.

|| nobone ran out @ 10/02/2005 05:18:00 pm ||

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