Thursday, January 05, 2006
Sometimes i don't believe that im fully exposed to the politics of the real world. Serving our liability we all may seem to be, but the apparent mind games everyone is involved in, is simply disgusting. We have cliques protecting each other's asses, covering each other's butts or even worse, talking bad behind each other's back. Wake up Ridza! You're in the REAL world!
I think big shots are over rated and over regarded. In every organisation, the service providers are always thought lowly of - with nothing much but thoughts of superiority and power by those who are more supreme. Nobody seems to notice the sheer work and effort put in by the a/m service providers, who slog their time away to obtain results in which their bosses will take credit by embossing their initials on top of their name and BIG FAT appointment at the end of every painstakingly-produced document.
And we have those who compare their workload. Come on. Be realistic. We are all at the frontline. There is no such thing as whining over the unequal distribution of work. And i simply HATE IT when i've been accused of being too free. Although it might just be a casual remark, i take it seriously. Because i know my working style and i will not just let anybody accuse me. I've always been told by my colleague that i'm the noisiest(and prolly nosiest too) NSF she has ever met ever since she joined the SAF abt a decade ago. But at the same time, she's rather amazed at the way i can complete my work despite the nonsense i constantly spout out at work. I don't know. Maybe it's about passion. Passion in the things you do.
I still cannot get over the fact that just because i pop by quite frequently to the orderly room, some of them have the misconception that i have no work to do. Which is obviously not true considering that NS Section is an S1 Branch in S1 Branch. But i love what i do. so heck it. Say what they want to say. I do what i want to do. :)
And btw, im finally promoted. LIKE FINALLY. It is quite funny actually, cause the personnel who puts people up for promotion is our CseClk(based on certain guidelines of course). For once, being promoted doesn't equal to additional workload, because my workload is already heavy to begin with.
|| nobone ran out @ 1/05/2006 07:42:00 pm ||