Sunday, March 04, 2007
I think I have been enjoying myself too much! I just came back from a bbq at Hew Wing's. It was fun. Coz it was just the 6 of us; me, ade, mingjie, qb, hew wing and andrew. Met up at 3 to get some stuff at White Sands. Only spent like 30 bucks total, so it's only 6 per pax. Yes. And we finished ALL the food. Pictures up soon, when I have the time.
I hate regretting.
Regretting not doing well enough.
Regretting not trying hard enough.
Regretting not achieving what I desire.
Regretting is bad.
I wish I can ORD ASAP but then I think I can still live a life full of purpose and meaning while in service, esp since I'm counting down to the days of my ORD date. Its like 40 plus nett days and 20 plus working days. I can't wait for the days to pass. I can't wait to start a new chapter.
I dont want to go back to office tmr. Why do I have so many things to do when I'm supposed to be ORD-ing? Why do I have to clear so much shiet when everybody around me can just act blur. How?
I wish I can wake up with no worries everyday(like worrying abt my IPPT next week), but then, life wld be senseless coz there's no direction.
I really hope that I can earn enough to do enough. I wld like to travel and live the life of a socialite. HA. that's NONSENSE. I think whatever makes me happy wld be egh. But first, got to find that special thing(s) that make me happy. =)
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